Dragon City

     Dragon City, you are killing me!...

    You occupy most of my time, my mind and my emotions..Why?!  I am super obsessed with this FB Game, I am not actually after leveling up per se or competing with other players, I just want a unique EGG! arrrggghh.. It is sooooo frustrating, while waiting for so many hours when its time to hatch, the egg you got is similar to the one you already have = (. I don't want to spend gems to buy unique eggs either hahahha...

   Oh well, I'll just keep on playing until I get bored over the game.hihi...Diminishing marginal utility I hope..oh but not so close yet...ta..ta...

Astigmatism

        I am not really a fan of glasses. Ever since I was young I never ever wanted to wear one. I have this notion that once you are wearing glasses you are already old and it does not look good. But now a days it seems wearing glasses is a fashion statement. Heck, some teenagers even wear them, although they have 20/20 vision.    In my case though, I have a need to wear one because of astigmatism. I feel lucky because now I have plenty of eyeglasses to choose from, ones that do not make you look old haha. I took pictures wearing one,  eeewwww...hahahaha....

I am scared.....

     Scared of what is going on with our world at present. News regarding crimes increasing, internal and external war, and the weird weather acting like a brat! A friend once told me that it would be the end of the world this December 21, 2012. Super creepy right? How should we react? Should we take this seriously or just shrug our shoulder?

   If you are  going to ask me, I want to believe that miracles are real, I believe that miracles are real. Atleast I will have something to keep me going just in case, we will never know for sure.

 I just hope that the world we live in will last longer, when I say longer I mean gazillion years more. Not for my own sake but for the future generation. I want them to experience a beautiful and colorful world. Not the kind that we see in the movies, the dull ones.


     I'm in a dilemma, I know I should not worry, because everything seemed so normal, but I just can't help but notice that some things are changing and sadly not for the better. =(


   Aaarggghhh, I hope I'm wrong for our sake and the future's.

I am 32

      Wow, I just find it so weird that I am in my 30s, it feels like I'm still in my 20s haha wishful thinking (",)...Anyway, as always I am thankful for another year with family and friends, another year to experience how beautiful life is.

        There are just so many reasons to be thankful for. Like plenty of clothes to wear(",), bags, shoes and lots and lots of accessories ooohhh lah lah(",).Plenty of chikahan with friends who make life even more colorful and fun. Places to go and places to be. More blogs to write,  more heartaches, more laughing trips, more movies to watch, more delicious food to eat and a whole lot more of mores.

        Everyday is a special day, it's true you just have to be  a little bit open-minded and selfless to appreciate life. In order to appreciate life you have to pause for a moment and breathe. By then you would understand how amazing it is that you are still alive and breathing. We are too busy with a lot of stuff that we tend to forget what living really means.

     I may not have all the things that I desire (material things haler!) (",), but I feel perfect!(",). To those who disagree with me, aaaahhhhmmmm go make your own blog.(",)hihi..see you next time...

Stop Raining On Me

   I am not actually here to talk about the rain, although I am not in favor of what's happening with the weather, getting weirder and weirder. Anyway, I am  just happy that my friend Bajoy dropped by today. Whenever we are together we share ideas which always keep us excited and happy. We talk about a lot of stuff, including clothes of course. Even if we have different preferences regarding clothes, still fashion somehow keeps us together. This is of course one of the main reason why we became friends for more than Five Years now. I can't exactly remember the year but I bet she can (",).    And of course, just like in any normal friendship ours have it's own share of ups and downs but mostly ups hihi. We just learn to patch things up, that's all. I pray with all my heart that this friendship of ours will last forever.

Private Places

               I super love this book (Private Places) and the best part is I bought it on sale for only P83.00 from a P415.00 value. Hihihi, amazing right?. This book talks about how you can have a private space in your very own  house, only a minimal space is required. The book teaches you how to arrange furniture, how to place them according to your style and comfort.

               The pictures are great too, by just looking at them it gives me tons of ideas how to make a little space for my own crafts, and that I can call it my little private place.

               I believe Judith Wilson the author, knows me somehow, and understands my needs. I, being a person with so many things and with little space she somehow came up with great ideas how to keep them stored in  a way that they still look great.  Like for instance in her book the spaces for the bookshelves are thin but not to the extent that it can no longer hold thick and large books. She is a bit minimalist I guess, in a very good way.

               The designs of the bedrooms in this book are also beautiful. The book caters different personalities too, like for instance if you are into Victorian design, country or even eclectic there are explanations and photos in the book which explains how it is done.

              Anyway, I guess I have to stop here for now, I've gotta read some more hihihhihi(",)...take care....

Peine de coeur

            They say that words are more real, coming from a heart that is broken. There will always be a time in our lives when sad thoughts seemed to stay longer engulfing our very self. Motionless, breathless, hopeless, everything seemed so bleak and sad. Don't we hate this feeling? I know I do.We just cannot help it, it is not sunny all the time. But of course the optimist will always have a say on this. Like, " How can we appreciate the glory of life if we are always happy? How can we value happiness, if it is consistent? It would seem so dull and lifeless."

   Yeah right?!, I do not know what to believe anymore, the moment I feel happy, I am scared because I am well aware that there is this other side of the coin. And I will be facing it soon. I know I am right because it is happening again. We are like bunch of clowns doing our own little tricks to make people laugh, but underneath that thick make up is a sad face that nobody will ever know. Unless you tell them of course.

    How tiring!, I cannot just explain everything to everybody all the time. And besides I do  not owe anybody any explanation. Maybe, I will learn to like this feeling, the feeling of sadness. How selfish of me, you say, amidst the calamity(fire) and crime(multiple killings in the theater) I still feel this way. I do not have any explanation to what I am feeling right now. I just feel like writing about it. Random thoughts, words running in my head. I want to get them all out. I feel like my head is going to burst.

     Human as I am, I still pray for those who are in pain because of the incidents, yet still as a human being I also need to deal with my own problem. It is almost evening, the sun is almost down. The more depress I get viewing this sight from where I am sitting. Sadness is my blanket, and pain is my bed. What a lovely feeling. Usually when I am feeling down, I sing a song to perk me up, but right now there are no notes to sing, no hymns and no lyrics.

      Let us leave it this way for a moment, let my pain linger. My mind is now empty, it is blank. I guess, it is enough for the day.